Sunday, March 05, 2006

sunday

woke up relatively early. met meeh at jurong east. tried to study. TRIED. but couldnt. had lunch at mac. saw rn and spoke to her after don't know how many years. hahaa. her voice is niceee. but i dont really feel anythg alread. time has helped me get over her perhaps? turned out that lih and mngl were at je too. so met them at ljohn. again, tried to study. but couldnt. mngl left for tuition and me meeh and lih went to popular. lih bought her books and YADAYADA. reached home at around seven plus. went to sleep. woke up at nine. dinner. lamed around in msn with ethree peeps. theyre such lameasses. hahaa. (:

started work at 11. and it took forever to finish. i asked sthg, got my answer, and now the answer is affecting me. FUK. i SO hate me. and so i hung on the phone till four. crying like ive never cried before. i dont know what happened to me ok. and i couldnt stop crying and i probably scared han. HAHAA. then i went to sleep at four plus. woke up at six. MADNESS.

monday

basically my day started off with me being emotionless, then i started to cry at the bus stop while waiting for meeh to come. cried during morng assembly. and then in class. recess. YADAYADA. after school too. the amount of tears i have is amazing. i was quite depressed and yep, i guess it was pretty obvious.

sorry and thank you to those people who showed me their concern. im fine, dont worry. namely: mngl, lih, nha, magd, meeh, wxg, ozzie and others. THANK YOU PEOPLE. you guys are damn wonderful.

and to those who appeared concerned. namely: valr, sk, nady, jsn, clia, jngw etc. sorry and i love you all too.

and special thanks to meeh, for coming to look for me during recess and sitting with me and trying to find out what happened. and trying to cheer me up and offering me your food, and stopping me from staring at my phone, and stopping me from crying, and offering me tissues, and made me smile, and sent me to the bus stop and waited with me till my bus came. MUCH LOVES,

and many of them said i looked HALF DEAD AND SICK. and even the bloody teacher said i sounded as if i was dying. because she made me read the passage and she commented that i had no strength. o my god. i didnt know it was THAT bad ok. crying makes a person weak. so lets be happy people!

but im still sad ):

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